Ok, I finally packed my hospital bag (I guess I don't have to go naked LOL) I packed two sets of itsy-bitsy tiny clothes in PINK ( was Caiden really that small once??) I have a super warm hat and a regular hat and one pair of tiny shoes (don't know if I will use them) the carseat has been washed and installed, I washed the bedding for the bassinet and I guess we are ready!
Oh, AND we finally decided on the name, I kind of sneaked arround and I will get what I want for first and middle name, but more about that later. Just a couple more days and then you will know it too! My mom came up with a great idea for the middle name, and we are gonna do that, and I'm so happy about it, because it means a lot to me!! Chris instantly agreed because I always told him what a special relationship I had to that person, it's weired that it never came to my mind to do it that way, but thankfully my Mama had that idea right in time before the little Miss shows up.
Tonight my MIL is flying in to town, so we have somebody to watch Caiden, so where is she???
Oh and I even went to the store and bought some frozen meals, which I usually never do, because I prefer to cook and I'm not a fan of frozen food or boxed dinners, but I want to make it easy for Theresa, depending on how long I have to stay in the hospital and also want to be prepared if I'm a little overwhelmed with two under two.
So little girl, even though your Mama always thought she is never gonna be ready for you... I guess I am now! I'm here just waiting... come out I want to meet you!
Oh by the way, Chris and I had this conversation over and over again, and I would like to hear some opinions from you.
Well, we have our two children really close together and I'm not sure how stressful this will all be, and maybe if you asked me in a couple of months if we want a third one I will shake my head and will say> ABSOLUTLY NOT! But right now I'm not sure, I think just because we have them so close I wonder if in a couple years, when they both will go to preschool and stuff I'm probably having babyfever again. I always wanted to have three kids, I think two are boring and 4 are too much, so three was always the perfect number for me. Of course I don't want another one as fast as we had the second one.
Chris is pretty sure that he doesn't want any more kids, so he wants to get "fixed" (Vasectomy) and he wants to do it right now!
I'm just conserned that we might regret this. I mean you can reverse it, but I think it's kind of a permanent decision and Chris is just 26 years old and you never know.... like I said, I'm not sure if I really don't want a third one, and I think Chris is too young to make a "liftetime" decision...
What do you think??